BAD CONSCIENCE

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Friday @ 18.32 @hyenazhyenaz #livestream a #ritual

Friday @ 18.32 @hyenazhyenaz #livestream a #ritual to focus our intentions for positive #socialchange from the #coronavirus #outbreak. #concert #dance #interactive #performance #berlin

Friday 18:32 @hyenazhyenaz #livestream #criticalma

Friday 18:32 @hyenazhyenaz #livestream #criticalmagic from #quarantine // info: hyenaz.com // join us as we break the isolation as we dream into existence a #queer planet after #coronavirus #coronavirusoutbreak #performance #dance #epidemic

From the @guardian. Essential to #StayTheFuckCriti

From the @guardian. Essential to #StayTheFuckCritical as governments assume #totalitarian powers. Stop the spread of #coronavirus in #solidarity with those who may die from it.

Full text on badconscience.de/essays. What is esp

Full text on badconscience.de/essays.

What is especially disturbing with this #crisis is that epidemiologists have long warned that human encroachment on natural spaces increases the likelihood of the very event we are living through. Governments and corporations would not act on these warning, or at best barely acted, because it seemed somehow distant and irrelevant compared to economic growth. now the entire world has stopped because the ruling class rightly recognises that even their lives are threatened by this crisis, along with entire social and economic fabric they rely on.

We know from the predictions of climate scientists that this will not be the last crisis that humanity faces, and that crises of this scale will come with increasing rapidity. Will we expect ourselves to suspend our critical judgement each time a new #megahazard emerges?

The answer should be no. I urge you to read the legislation that governments pass in response to #Covid19, carefully watch the activities of police and security services and be prepared to call out overreach before it is too late and an expanded security state becomes normalised. And read widely. @haymarketbooks just released 10 e-books for free including #AngelaDavis Freedom is a constant Struggle.

Above all, the destructive short term thinking that has created the 21st Century of crises will only change if we demand it and we turn a critical eye on the #governments and #corporations that direct our lives. Which is why it is important that when we implore others to #StayTheFuckHome, we also #StayTheFuckCritical.

#coronavirus #epidemic #civilrights #justice #criticalthinking

I interviewed @stelarcstelarc a long while ago and

I interviewed @stelarcstelarc a long while ago and discovered this interview does not exist online. So I reposted it on badconscience.de/essays. There is something relevant about Stelarc's relation to #embodiment as we process are #hypermediated isolation during the #Covid19 epidemic. Music is another unreleased track called The Cells.
#art, #artgallery, #artist, #bdyhax, #bodyart, #contemporaryart, #cyborg, #museum, #nudeart, #ourfuture, #performance, #performanceart, #performanceartist, #robotics, #stelarc

A text i wrote to iron out the #quarantine #kinks.

A text i wrote to iron out the #quarantine #kinks. Read it on BADCONSCIENCE.DE/ESSAYS. the #techno track is something unreleased I hoped to put out soon. #covid_19 #affect #annihilation #coronavirusoutbreak #covid #environment #climatechange #mentalhealth #pandemic #socialdistancing

#eveninglight in #buckow. a little #roadtrip with

#eveninglight in #buckow. a little #roadtrip with #lovedones in case we get stuck inside for a while

If I'm gonna be #quarantined, at least I can spend

If I'm gonna be #quarantined, at least I can spend my time with this #cutie @madkate27

#coronavirus #dontpanic

#coronavirus #dontpanic

Home again. Final push on the #grantapplication @l

Home again. Final push on the #grantapplication @laurent_garnier 's The Man With The Red face on a loop to keep my spirits and energy up. Grant writing = demoralising

I have a #grantapplication due in 6 hours and 47 m

I have a #grantapplication due in 6 hours and 47 minutes and instead I'm reading Paul Davies "Cosmic Jackpot" account for the utter improbability of a universe that supports life. Anyway time is an illusion so fuck the #deadline and the wasted labour of trying to divine the kinds of noises that delight whoever reads grant applications

#face as #commodity, #identity as commodity. I tho

#face as #commodity, #identity as commodity. I thought, I seriously thought about telling you the story about the #laserhairremoval I've been undergoing, a #transfeminine #transformation I'm metamorphosing right now. But why would I do it? To raise as a form of cultural capital my struggle for recognition as trans in a public context because it is professionally "smart" to do so (and it's trending right now). Tell your story, tell it again, be you, a better you but in 500 characters or less. What a fucking #nightmare

#coronavirus = terrifying. #climatechange = meh. C

#coronavirus = terrifying. #climatechange = meh. Cancel flights? Sure. Cut off entire cities? If necessary. Only for a virus, but not for the gigantic suffering organism we live on top of, or the millions of other species that call it home.

#admin is awful, I feel like something is wrong th

#admin is awful, I feel like something is wrong that so much time gets eaten up on computer work, and that this is normalised, professionalised as "what it takes to be an artist". In any case, chasing #funding for my new #ep it was clear Bad Conscience needs some kind of website. So check out badconscience.de

Surrounded by #portals on this grey day.

Surrounded by #portals on this grey day.

In 48 hours: two shows, four hours sleep, a #humil

In 48 hours: two shows, four hours sleep, a #humiliation #workshop at @karada_house, my beloved contemplative #valentine @madkate27 is crawling home.

#yay for #queertechno: my remix of @hyenazhyenaz C

#yay for #queertechno: my remix of @hyenazhyenaz COLUMNS is out on the #banging #techno #bodysupradioshow, #curated by @mayfiemusic on @datatransmissionradio. The rest of the #playlist is wicked. #queer #fieldrecording #bitwig #berlin

This is me being silly with #judithbutler after he

This is me being silly with #judithbutler after her lecture. She talked about the assault on #genderstudies, called on us to understand that the dread that underlies hostility to, for instance, #trans people comes from a fear of destruction, a fear that most human beings share. #Queers are a surrogate in the imagination of those for whom #nonbinary #gender provokes deep loathing (i'm paraphrasing). After the lecture, someone spat on me as we took the u-bahn to a bar to meet friends. They saw me and i saw them as I was walking up some stairs. They turned and I could feel them stepping on the back of my shoes as they spat on my back. I kept walking because any attempt to confront people in these contexts always leads to the edge of physical violence.

But this walking away always leaves me dispirited. Like something is always being missed. I had wanted to ask Judith if this (somewhat psychoanalytic) understanding of hatred and dread has a specific political utility, or could even serve some kind of embodied encounter with people who hate me that could somehow reconfigure that hatred.

I don't feel morally superior to people who hate me. I'm on my own journey too, shedding prejudices, navigating networks of class and skin colour privilege. So I want to feel like this encounter is possible. The depression I feel is that in fact this encounter is not possible and its impossibility leads all of us ever closer to actual rather than imaginary destruction

Photo: @jasko_fide

Standing room only to see the messiah #judithbutle

Standing room only to see the messiah #judithbutler at TU in Berlin. Its sobering the extent to which #genderstudies is under attack from conservative and authoritarian powers. On the plus side at least we know we are a potential threat to the status quo

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